vendredi, janvier 18

Hold on hold on hold on


I can't see five feet in front of me, I have no idea where I'm going, I throw in the towel anytime something gets too difficult, I'm a demanding person (demanding of those I know, my surroundings, my life), I don't give as much as I should...in short, I have many faults. Yet, this out pouring of support and love from friends, family, and complete strangers has been overwhelming. It appears as if you're behind me in no matter what I do and you believe in me and my choices even when I don't believe or it seems like I've gotten off course or made the wrong decision. I can't even begin to express how amazing that feels to know; it gives me the strength and morale I thought I'd lost. So how do I begin to thank you? What do I have to offer in return? Perhaps I'll take a page from your book and start believing in me. Start with realizing that I can transcend this temporary situation, or better yet, I can embrace what I have created for myself here. Thank you, yes really, thank you. Sometimes I'm a bundle of nerves and I lose my way or feel like I'm alone. I know that I'm not. I know that it's temporary. I know that you're here.

(merci, merci, merci)

1 commentaire:

Samantha a dit…

Hey, just wanted to say that I know we've never met, but if you need to get away for the weekend, you're welcome to come stay with me. Not like where I live is much more exciting, but at least it'd be a change of scenery...